22: I guess euphoria, something I always chase for. I guess since this is applicable, I used to have a really problematic caffeine addiction, and it's eff'd me up over the years. I literally cannot drink a lite brew of coffee without feeling like someone kicked me over and over and dumped me off a cliffside. The only things I can drink nowadays are those really light "energy drinks" like a Mountain Dew Kickstarter, or like this one weird energy drink that my co workers always bring into work.
19: A old good friend, her name was Monica.
Things didn't turn out good after a while.
Only person I hate that I still kinda miss, call it Stockholm Syndrome. She was a good companion, and our companionship lasted for a long time.
21: Finish college and either make my own career out of myself, or work under someone that will respect me as much as I could respect them. Respect in a business that requires it to care about it's workers is something I stand for. If you want to make a team of coders, or mechanical workers, you need to respect them as much as they could respect themselves.
Another goal I have is to at least partially hit it off as a streamer, and let myself be known in the kinda places I apply myself into.
Just incase irl eff's up terribly. I mean, it's truly the one place that someone could preserve themselves without having a physical body, or without letting said body be known.
I was busy yesterday, sorry for the late responses!