Where do I start. Well I frankly wish I didn't have to write this out, but i feel I have to. I know no one is going to read this or really care, but screw it.
The problem of Jailbreak La. For one year I've been playing watching people come and go, filing reports, seeing the toxicity, and at one point being part of the problem. I want to apologize, for the toxicity I have brought to people into the past, my attitude and how it would negatively affect others. So Firstly, Im sorry.
A couple of you know I'm trans, well to be more specific, I was male and now I'm Female. When this is brought up In La Jailbreak a couple of things have happened so I might as well list out some positives, I've gotten a lot of help from friends on the server and some of them decide to respect my pronouns which are She/her. Ive gotten some cool nicknames including the Mom Of La Jailbreak due to my time on the server.
Now for the negatives. I've been mis-gendered a lot, and honestly it hurts, to be called something that you aren't anymore and that it can be brushed off so simple and without a second thought for my feelings. While it hurts to be called he/him, it hurts more when one of them says, "Yeah no, You are now it, and lets call It(me) It." With now the server barely recognizing the fact that im human as well, and that at least you should respect my pronouns. Then we have some people straight out disliking the fact that Im transgender and thinking that I shouldn't ever be recognized as female or even human, causing the entire server to who I am. Even though I've changed gender, shouldn't I decide if I'm human, If I'm female, not some person with his/her ideals of me. Then we have the simping situation. I don't enjoy simps and they do it for the sake to be funny, since now i'm female, might as well attach to her and see how far we can do this.
Im sorry for wasting so many peoples time, and @Eight thank you for changing the tide of the votes on my last application. Since im now here breaking out, breaking inside. And I want to thank you for your help. @Holly @T-Mobile 4G LTE Plans @Hypernova @UberCharge!! @Buns @Kyo Thank you for respecting my descision and helping me thru this.
@Socks thank you for all the advice in dms, i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you.
So now is the question. Should I stay on La. I dont know If they're willing to change.
The problem of Jailbreak La. For one year I've been playing watching people come and go, filing reports, seeing the toxicity, and at one point being part of the problem. I want to apologize, for the toxicity I have brought to people into the past, my attitude and how it would negatively affect others. So Firstly, Im sorry.
A couple of you know I'm trans, well to be more specific, I was male and now I'm Female. When this is brought up In La Jailbreak a couple of things have happened so I might as well list out some positives, I've gotten a lot of help from friends on the server and some of them decide to respect my pronouns which are She/her. Ive gotten some cool nicknames including the Mom Of La Jailbreak due to my time on the server.
Now for the negatives. I've been mis-gendered a lot, and honestly it hurts, to be called something that you aren't anymore and that it can be brushed off so simple and without a second thought for my feelings. While it hurts to be called he/him, it hurts more when one of them says, "Yeah no, You are now it, and lets call It(me) It." With now the server barely recognizing the fact that im human as well, and that at least you should respect my pronouns. Then we have some people straight out disliking the fact that Im transgender and thinking that I shouldn't ever be recognized as female or even human, causing the entire server to who I am. Even though I've changed gender, shouldn't I decide if I'm human, If I'm female, not some person with his/her ideals of me. Then we have the simping situation. I don't enjoy simps and they do it for the sake to be funny, since now i'm female, might as well attach to her and see how far we can do this.
Im sorry for wasting so many peoples time, and @Eight thank you for changing the tide of the votes on my last application. Since im now here breaking out, breaking inside. And I want to thank you for your help. @Holly @T-Mobile 4G LTE Plans @Hypernova @UberCharge!! @Buns @Kyo Thank you for respecting my descision and helping me thru this.
@Socks thank you for all the advice in dms, i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you.
So now is the question. Should I stay on La. I dont know If they're willing to change.