To say i'm ashamed of my past is an understatement, I was a weirdo who wanted to impress people, through edgy and stupid means, id take everything personal, the ip was used to mge someone who made me mad, pretty stupid reasoning but that's why I posted it. the racism was because the people in the server found it funny or did the same thing, I wanted to fit in or impress and its pretty stupid, after 3-4 years I got back into tf2 and just wanna play, you could server mute me for all I care I don't even type in chat much anymore. I just wanna play with my friend and wonderland is a pretty big server. And also at the current state of my life I completely denounce all forms of racism and hate groups, and I wont be a toxic little kid anymore. Just wanting to chill. Reformed some may call it.